I want to start off by saying that I hate conflict. I hate engaging in emotional-laden political debates/arguments because I HATE CONFLICT. I know that isn't very p.c. to say, but it is the truth.
Which leads me to my next trait which seems to be best friends with conflict - I cannot suppress or minimize my thoughts, principles, and internal core belief system. This leads me into trouble, because I get indignant when I can't be honest. I don't necessarily need to be right all the time and I am truly willing to change my mind during debates, but I can't keep my mouth shut.
Personally I think this is a good thing. I attribute it to my feminist backround and the women who fought for my voice to be heard throughout history, my parents raising me to love myself and respect my intellect, and my own courage. But it still leads to conflict which (sometimes) really tears me up inside. I am a perfectionist who does not like messy emotional conflicts, while at the same time I
do not like keeping my mouth shut.
So that is why I have stayed away from talking about Hillary Rodham Clinton on my blog. I hate conflict and the whole Obama/Clinton debate pushes a lot of my buttons.
I will say that Hillary Rodham Clinton was a hero for me during my early 20's. She was an example of a strong, intelligent woman for me. I still appreciate that she was there for me to see and internalize.
But I don't want her to be our next President.
Do I want her over any of the Republican candidates - hell yeah! But the Republican candidates are horrific and pathetic.....I would want any of the Democratic hopefuls over them.
I am worried about foreign policy, and this article in The Nation was information I haven't found in MSM:
The Democratic Foreign Policy Wars Please take a moment to read it if you are a participant in our democracy.
The Richard Holbrooke/Hillary Clinton (
where did the Rodham go?) connection reaaaly makes me nervous. I am just not into such hawkish foreign policy. I can relate to this paragraph regarding Obama a lot more
"Like Clinton, Obama has more than 200 foreign policy advisers.
The campaigns have been dueling over who has the best bench. (Many people who have been linked with Obama are actually advising Clinton, her advisers say.) Obama's advisers tend to be younger, more progressive--having opposed the war from the start--and more likely to stress "soft power" issues like human rights, global development and the dangers of failed states."
Of course you need to read the whole story, but I think "soft power" issues are what we as a nation need to focus on.
There is also a great blog entry on Obsidian Wings by hilzoy, that I agree with.....
Playing To Win
We do need to think about how we frame our campaigns and what is permissible to us as Americans. Clinton is not the best bet for leading all of us back to civility and fact-based decisions involving politics.
Also Net Neutrality is a huge issue for me. We don't have open debate or access to information in the mainstream media (TV news channels are truly a farce), nor do we have it in our schools. Where else can Americans find the facts and info they need to make an informed decision?
Matt Stoller's look at Clinton's plan on Open Left is interesting:
Clinton's Fraudulent Telecom Plans
Whew, a lot of issues. I am also disappointed in the Clinton Campaign tactics lately. I don't want to discuss them in depth because they don't interest me as much as issues and open debate, but they do turn me off.
So I really don't like conflict and disagreement, but I understand that it is crucial to have conflict and disagreement in order to make an informed decision regarding my Democratic candidate of choice.
I still like Edwards, but Obama is my second choice.
Peace.